One Too Many

Drugs of our time ~ waves of emotions flooding through.They're feeling better if you're drinking with them!“Here have a drink, what's the f.... matter with you?”“It won’t harm, it won’t hurt you, legal!” Hey chill your beans!My experience of pissheads, every English pub is full of ‘em.We're all damaged, bring it on, I can look at it, deal with it...Consciously as I am now ~ It's stepping back, it's letting it be.If You can't refuse the addiction then you take 2nd place to it!In the next breath ~ You don't exist then you get over it again,then SLAMBANG! Covering it up, that's Fuckin' Abuse!Seeing a smile ~ I don't want to analyse too much.which new generation's on marching powder?I want to walk with someone fully in the light!All the lovely Psychedelic people have left ~*ATTACHED SO DEEP“I am quite happy even when shit's flyin” ~ Angered and suffering.I used it as fuel to help myself, to propel me out of the dramas!Difficult to resist light. Why you comin' down to upset yourself?And I've told you to Fuck off!! It got messy.. toughest emotions.It takes time to get these hooks out of my deepest tantric auras.I know she was in it she broke and told me how sorry she was.Going through her rigmarole, rewiring patterns of hard-drive...Well that's being in the moment ~ Omniscience, omnipresence.And we talk about here or over there ~ not in the Cosmic flow.The Monkey Mind pulls us in a scenario, theatre, play, show goingoff in the head, obsessive regurgitating stuff and it's Not Real.Being here now ~ in this moment, not making any more dramas!YOU ARE IN THIS MOMENT NOW ~ FEELING YOUR HEARTSTOPS THE MIND THINKING ~ BEING ESSENTIAL SPACE.Letting it go into Stillness ~ filled with Universal Love energy.Not even a shame, 'It was what it was' I miss You addiction.The Creative Cosmic Connection, what else is there?Most tender Intimacy.. Things changing in the grace.Hooked straight away ~ “don't worry about me lovely”YOU GOTTA STAY ~ BE IN LOVE WITH IT ALL!You're saying to One person, giving them yourself, Soulmate.Don't be saying this gotta be forever ~ staying in the Truth.Not your emotions, it's everything else, expanding the Universe.Not talking the dross, not why it didn't work on the hard-drive...Be in Love with the instant of the experience, what we're hereto do ~ To be in Love, to be the Love and Shine the Love.And let the light shine through you. If you're not in the Love howcan the Love shine through you? It's cheated you out of the Bliss.I'm Alive and Thank You; I've been the Observer all the time ~BE * EXPERIENCING * JOY ....being in that smile*Welcome to Goa‘Went in as PsyTrance Babas came out as Electro Tourists!’I think it liked the screaming! A frog jumped up her arse.“LSD it's something you do as a teenager in a field”You make ‘em you break 'em! No class what's goin' on?‘Anti-virus, don't let NSA. see what you're doing. Limited offer,33% off’ Making me invisible. Everybody has it, who told you?It was Painful, it is but you have to get on with it!