I’m happy now to finally get your message and to finish my healing!

If you have any respect left for me and you still honour the love thatwe had and why wouldn’t you, here is a letter about my feelings ofhow I felt about our separation. I wrote it a while ago to help me tocome to terms with things and to exorcise this pain and negativityI had because I was holding up a big lie and I needed to confront it.I hope it helps You to understand the complex feelings that exist inLove at the extremely sensitive levels that existed between me andyou and we can both move ~ forward. I didn’t write it to blame you,what good does that do for me now it only makes for bitterness (andI take my responsibility in this too and hope you forgive me) but totry to show the ‘Negative curse’ & to realise that I cannot hold upany light of truth in a ‘Higher’ relationship I’d hoped to have, withit still unspoken. They are Observations & I hope you read this asan insight into your behavioral patterns at the deepest level of yourfeelings which can only come from someone who shared in themwith you. Hopefully you’ll learn something about parts of yourself;How your denial, rejection & negative behaviour effects people whoonly wanted to love you! Don’t take this as a personal Attack it’s not!What had I done to cause you to behave in such an angry, negative& resentful way making excuses? This is me you're treating like this,the person who you say you loved and opened up your Heart to? Okso you went off, changed me/us for another lifestyle! I stepped backmade it easy, never interfered (I was given no other choice and itssuddenness was a Devastating SHOCK!) except to want to keep intouch please! Is this really the great lesson you came to learn fromme? Is this what Y/our * Love finally turns into Baby! Is it what youtruly mean when you say, ‘I’m the Only one that knows who you are’