Friendship!

Last time you reconnected with me because your life had gone to shitand you desperately needed support, it seems this ‘communication’ hasnow ended. From what happened to you finally you also seemed torealize the consequences of one’s actions especially to the people whohad opened up in love and trust and been betrayed. You talked aboutfriendship and communication and being lost. Obviously youjust needed help as you said and no one else gave a shit.I have been in a depression for the last 18 months and Iunderstood deeply the loss and despair therefore I gave youmy last bit of light as obviously I didn’t want you to sufferthe same negative feelings of total rejection and denialas I had experienced from you! I was amazed how youcould reopen contact ~ only when it suited Your own grief!It’s not my belief to inflict pain if it can be avoided so Icame back into your negative World and gave you what youneeded from someone you could believe in. It was a big decisionon my part after the way you had treated me. I know you are smartenough to realise this if you ever think about it. It seems from your tripto the UK that you were smiling again and getting some love since thenyou’ve disappeared. There is no sense in anything but what You need,with No obligations to anyone else! And so ‘It is as it is’ ~How to realise the reality of this nihilistic perception in you?Fine I take full responsibility for what happens to me although ~there are emotional catalysts. This letter is not to discuss this againbut to let you know that I feel that we have come to the end of ourjourney together and that I have no more light to give you and youcertainly gave me nothing back! It is what it is ~ Now it’s the end andI am moving on with my life as I have to do under the circumstances.I hope you are doing the same and you find what you are looking for ~