Fear of Kali

Keeping an Open mind ~ Infinity is a concept going nowhere soon.No words to describe what is actually real * Life is Everywhere.Bottom of the class in Science, I didn't even dissect a frog!He’s trapped banging things together and blowing them up!Once it's blown up it's gone ~ dematerialised into Space*Beautiful memories ~ Learning to become the ObserverI'm saying all this with a Smile in my heart ~ no games. I've beenhoping for this opening reconnection one day for y/our realizationof the deep love that we felt for each other to be truly recognized ~Thank you for sharing your feelings with me which I always believedin too. It wasn't just my passion, infatuation, attachment, a dream ofPsychedelia! It is a healing for my spirit to know that you feel thesame. I know I saw that light sparkling in your eyes. I never had adoubt then you left me in such loss and pain that my crystal smashedto pieces and I wondered if I'd ever see you again! Was it just Egoic,delusion, an ecstatic state of romance, a magic trance to deceive 'me'or did we really look into each other's heart and dance? I did my bestto hold your soul but you flew on your journey where I was not invited.I asked the Universe if true for directions to a Higher ConsciousnessUnconditional Love, letting you go or was it just my Complete Illusion?I can't get my head around that one even tho' it seems to make a lotof sense, it doesn't seem right It's a concept that has become the coreof Eastern philosophies ~ and hard to argue it! Yet I would more likelysay avoid sadness and disappointment by expecting everything fromeveryone but these are all projections of the mind to protect us; Fairenough. BUT as an overall view it's putting limits on life that hasn'thappened and so won’t happen. It's another Control mechanism. It'sEXCELLENT to keep it in our minds as a GUIDE but not to put up aMental wall because that is stopping new experience. “She deliberatelyand completely avoided you because she knew that you still Loved her!”'It is better to have Loved and lost than to have never Loved' That's nottrue because we never lose! Whatever we experience with an open heartis the Ultimate even though we might end up in the darkness because ofour 'Expectations'. We always have to be more Open than Life itself inus to get the full Realisation and also we enter into Sharing the human*Adventure of Nature on Earth*and in Cosmic*OMNI*PRESENCE*Cleopatra’s best mate ~ OxytocinDragging them off to Paradise ~ Seeing some clear blue Sky.‘It is what it is’ & it isn’t any different is it; Right delusional?“I can heal anything because I don’t give a fuck anymore!”That’s not real is it? Couldn’t you simply just be Truly you?Another muse, femme fatale crushed my balls because herown ego didn’t get its dreams fulfilled and she broke down!Doesn’t know any more. This is her truth destroying her openTroubadour lover’s supersensitive soul ~ that you once adored!Sharing in the bliss and beauty sucking in Cherry Love energy.The Ecstasy oasis is now parched, her spirit takes flight in fright.“What the f... was that, didn’t see that one coming Baby;Really Deep!” Out of the darkness, Storms have reappeared!A Heart grenade smashed me into Devastation’s sad despair.Inside the cage of your Mind - A Gulag, Concentration camp.To have loved and lost ~ Lost nothing * It’s All Love Potential!You’ve made this cruel disconnection now we’re Separatedin the 3rd dimensional ~ Is this really love’s free flow?You thought I was your problem now you’ve founda bigger one, your Ego’s Karma drama panorama!“Gone off the Universal edge * I’m not on Atlantis!”What the f... do you want from me, do you know?A non telepathic heart asking for my Unconditional love ~Betrayed all the trusting and creativity darling of our dream.Surrender let it go ~ let it glow in the Cosmic energetic stream.