A Demon Lost in Disguise

Beheaded by Venus * Executed in Public to satisfy her Painful Soul!So ruthless made her own happy dream memory as if I never existed!In flames of deceit to the Unreal, no gratitude for your Light worker ~The kiss of betrayal, a traitor in the garden conjuring her own fantasy.Looking deep into my eyes, picking up the pieces of burning wreckagewithout any empathy, not accepting any responsibility; You don’t existanymore in that hallucinatory * emotional, fierce Capricorn Jet stream.*Love Is ConsciousYour last message about the love we shared was amazing and trueand when I said ‘Thank You’ I meant it because you finally got ittogether enough to recognise what we Shared and what I did for you.It sounded so beautiful and you captured all the Magic, you alsorealised some of your own behaviour. I had waited a very long timefor you to do this. You put a lot of intelligent thought, Soul andfeeling into it.. You were being honest. It was a wonderful way toclear things up and move on with only positive memories. I got allof that! When you first walked into my life you said two things wereimportant, Honesty and respect. You also said that you had a very biglesson to learn from being with me & that I would break your heart!(Which I would never do). The fact that you could write such a lettershowed that the dream we created, I had successfully kept it intact soYou suffered No psychological or emotional scarring from me in thisSeparation and you would feel ok to eventually reflect this ~not going into some dark hole of guilt, anger or resentment!Your letter was a sweet poem I loved it but you missed out one chapterand I hope it’s not the final chapter. This is one that only I could writeand so I send it to you now to give another aspect to the one you have.We both agree with this Amazing Love we shared and how deep it was.When it goes so deep because we opened ourselves up so fully to eachother through trust & respect then when that ‘changes’ there areobviously going to be powerful Consequences, as we know!I wrote a few letters to you about what I was feeling and at the same timeI was trying everything to still hold up these feelings of love & light notletting them just disappear forever! I wanted to be there for you andto always help you get through your Hell; Which I have done!This is how I try to live my life and to be conscious,aware and love unconditionally not just for ‘ME’I wrote these letters not with the intention of sending them to youbut for my own healing. Also to be honest and not just let you believethat I was able to come through this with no suffering! My love for youwas so full & spiritual but also with the deepest Sensitivity of a Manin passionate love with a woman. I have absolutely no regretsfor having shared this with you ~You know that.