01/10/2015 00:39

Hallo Baby * what I said earlier is All true but now it’s finally happened tome. I'm feeling ill, tired, lost in a depression too. I Am empty, exhausted,emotionally and physically. This continued - drama is ultimately My ownresponse to what is given to me. Your experience is not for me to Judge.If you could send me some positive light/loving energy it would be VeryHealing revitalizing but by now I have come to expect nothing and I haveno more energy left, no more light to give! This was always my choice, Idon't regret trying to keep a Connection of light in this darkness with youas long as I could because of who I am & the Love memories & CreativeSpirit we shared but I can only hold it up for so long alone! With so muchpain, anger, resentment, negativity existing there is a Limit to what I canaccept emotionally support & try to + lovingly transform. Of course You’reFree to live your own heart 's desires I can't Control, analyse it. You caneither feel it or you can't and you know the difference! I don't really knowthe truth of what is in your life ~ of what you want to share, your visions,hopes, your loves, dreams, even friendship? But if you feel nothing more+ for me please tell me so I can let you/us go, renew my life & come outof this dark, broken relationship which doesn't seem (even telepathically)really to be going anywhere ~ or change it x